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I cant sleep, for my dreaming is torment
Twisted nightmares lost in my own lament
grueling pain, screaming
lost is shame reeling
Dreaming cannot come to me
no escape from heartache
I cannot wake
because I'm not dreaming
this is real
I cannot feel
there's only pain
I can never be the same
my mind is gone
I was wrong
and its to late
i've met my fate
and its only me I hate.
Twisted nightmares lost in my own lament
grueling pain, screaming
lost is shame reeling
Dreaming cannot come to me
no escape from heartache
I cannot wake
because I'm not dreaming
this is real
I cannot feel
there's only pain
I can never be the same
my mind is gone
I was wrong
and its to late
i've met my fate
and its only me I hate.
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Edward
Lying beside him the world fades away.
I no longer care if it's night or day
The worries that plague me cease to exist
And all other people in the world join that list.
There's no where on Earth that I'd rather be.
No one on Earth that I'd rather see.
Let me just lie beside you as the world passes by.
Let time stand still, and the racing thoughts die.
Lost in a moment, preserved in time.
Let me lay beside you, forever sublime.
Only Worse, Never Better, For Ever and Ever.
Once again I feel this creeping fear
so queer, but so familiar;
knowing it so well becomes auxiliar.
My only companion, all that remains, all that stays.
No matter how I try, how I love you, I'm left among the strays.
Cold and alone forever, Inferior I stand.
I was never good enough, with all I had on hand.
If I break, if I take risks, whatever could it matter?
If no one cares, if no one worries, who's left else to shatter?
I find myself become more careless, taking risks of welfare
Why should I care, were I to die, would it not cease this despair?
I feel empty, cold, and sick inside, knowing I'm alone.
I wish dearly that the pass
Alone and Numb, and Miserable, and Dumb.
There's far too much to say, left unspoken.
Surrounded in the nightmares to which I have awoken,
How do you say you need help, when no one's listening?
Alone and soaked in tears; streams down your face glistening.
Repetative words, echo through my paper;
It's all lost on someone, somewhere, a minimizing vapor
Of a feeling, soft and fleeting, someone had, but then they lost it.
Never thought that dreams alone, and hoping would have cost it.
Empty and bereft
I fear there's nothing left.
Unending Pain and Loneliness Insufferable
It never gets better. It only gets worse.
Every minute is like a curse.
I'll never be worth the air I breathe.
I can not stop the pain I seethe.
I'd give my life to be worth nothing
even naught is worth more of something.
Useless suffering lonely wretch
My heart bleeds more with every etch.
I hold my breathe and fight my tears
every nightmare and all my fears.
The truth that you know to be truth is all lies
And no soul in this world cares to empathize.
There is no love.
There is no hope.
There is no way to possibly cope.
No one cares.
No one is there.
Then why am I here? False hope is not sincere.
No one would miss me, ther
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